This one is for the one that left me
dead inside, for the one that left for me unbearable pain with his sudden left,
although I know it was not in your hand, but it does not make me feel better,
because you were the last one I thought that I might lose, and till now I still
don’t believe, and if only you could see the look in my eyes when you were gone.
It was drowned in the sorrow, scrimming your name, but no one could hear it.
You left my heart scatter on the floor,
and I know that it would not heal again because you are the only one who can do
that.
I have realised when you were gone that you
are a lost that I cannot replace, believe or not "they say time can heal the
pain», for me it torture me more and more,and even with this pain don’t say
that I want to forget what we had, why would I? and you were the most beautiful thing ever
happened to me, after all you made me who I am from the words that you have
said, the words that are still like a spiny tattoo in my skin sting me with
every move I make.
I am holding a pen and I am writing and my
tears are my ink, you have lighted my life and now you turned off, I have never
forgotten you, and never will, but you are missing in my heart,and you are every thing he is searching for.
Beyond a shadow of a doubt, all the walls
come down in the end, and nothing ever will last forever, so life considering
it a boat, like yours everyone will finishes his trip, maybe I can show you
then the face of apologize, maybe then I can look you in the eyes and tell you
how sorry I am, maybe then I can show you how precious you are for me, maybe
then I can tell you that I would give my live up for you if I had the chance to ,maybe
then I can be with you like you always want to, but before thet I have to
continue this wreathless life without you.
Dear if you can hear me from up there God
mercy your soul, and rest in peace, and thank you for the best days of my
life... (My God you were so young to die)?YOU WILL ALWAYSE BE THE ONE AND
ONLY FOR ME.
